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Saturday, August 19

t.o.w. my s paper essay

I am a happy camper.

At least yesterday I was. Today I'm pretty much bummed about not having done much of organic chem and having fared really badly in trigo. Oh well. I did get my hair cut and my caffeine fix though, so I guess it all evens out. Balance hur.

Anyway! I was extremely pleased with myself last night because I got back 2 econs s paper essays that were graded distinction and I mean it when I say I really feel comforted and somewhat more confident about econs now. The days after block test 2 were extremely dark days, but now things are looking up again. Although one of them I felt I didnt deserve even a merit and the other I felt was highly subjective because of the teacher's bias, I'm still pleased. You should ask me for a treat these few days if you catch me still smiling my butt away. Just watch how my butt clenches every now and then. I think its hormonal or nervous controlled. Heh.

Anyway. The new phrase for the remaining 3.5 months is MAKE IT WORK. That's right. The prelims are nearing and each day the threat of not being able to fulfill my dream looms around. Even though I have my american flag, make it work postit notes, IheartNY cup and the star spangled banner playing out on my stereo, I really wonder whether I'll break. The mere thought terrifies me because I know I can only do so much. Sucks for me, but I really don't know what I can do to make it better. I guess I can only try and hope for the best.

University applications are really starting to bug me. I need to get references and sign up for sats and decide on this and that and seriously everything is starting to pile up. All the stops though, I really have gotta pull.

Everyday just before I sleep, I envision recieving a thick envelope from columbia the day I come back from the states and just as I start to rip open the seams, I pull back and stop myself from thinking anymore because everyone knows and I more than anyone else that the higher you think you'll climb, the higher you set yourself up for a terrible fall. As absurd and mad this may sound, it actually calms me and assures me that I'm working for the right cause.

Make it work like no other before, people.

Seriously, make it work.
kenn thwacked an asshat munchkin' at 9:51 PM