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Tuesday, April 5

t.o.w. internal peace

Yeah. For once, I feel at peace.

Yeps. I actually feel relaxed, despite being really tired. I don't know, I haven't felt this way for a really really long time. Like, since O levels ended. Its quite true how without work, one actually has way too much time to think about stuff and worry overly about stuff. So yeah. I'm good. I hope it stays. So yeah, its like, for the first three months, I mean I was happy, but I definitely wasn't getting by alright by my standards. I mean. I need to be me. And that entails me being happy and poised about what I'm doing. Even though I may still be a little self-conscious at times ; but then again, who isnt. So yeah. I'm good. =D

I don't know what happened either. It just sinked in. So yeah. It's right now.

A silent observer,
sees not all yet knows it all,
glum he seems,
intense is he,
sensing veneer faces,
yet hiding his weaknesses,
good is he.

Woo. I feel all literary now. Hahx. Its just really funny to see how people react to one another. And how people have motivations for doing one thing and saying another. Social dynamics, social science, whatever. It does seem really really interesting. Maybe I should major in it or something like that. Either that, or I could just be content with my periodic dosages of backstabbing and lying in Survivor. It does seem a little far-fetch, but it really relates to life. It is really quite amazing to see it at work. Its almost like econs, where theres an imaginary hand governing how people act and all. Its getting awfully cliched. Oh well.

I'd like to think I'm pretty intense despite my constant laughing and joking and all. I don't like it when people try to read me and my actions. Its probably why I shouldnt do it. But yeah, it cant be helped, its all social mindsets at work. So I probably shouldnt try to understand how it works. It'd be nice just to sit on a boat and let the river move it. Waterfall, rapids, come what may. Come they may.

So yeah, I'm in the same zone as I was back then. It's probabaly good.

Stay peaceful.
kenn thwacked an asshat munchkin' at 10:07 PM