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Thursday, March 10

t.o.w. the lost happy happy

I hate it when people lie to me. Don't ever dare lie to me about serious stuff.

Yeps. Hahx. This blog arh, its really getting entirely negative lah. But what the heck, its the sad things that bother me. I keep the good things in my head and bring them out as and when I need to cheer myself up.

Hmmz. Was really sian today. Actually started off the day ok, but then things happen. And I realised the situation I think I'm in, might not turn out to be what it really seems to be. So that bugged me for a while. Apparently no one really thought I was sianified, either that, or they just didnt care. Hahx. Anyway, snapped out of it.

Hmmz. Talk about Pam's dad. Yeah. Its really saddening and all, and its like, these things are happening more often than not. But Pam seems really really strong. So yeah, something in me just tells me shes gonna come out of this a better and stronger person. I mean, I don't know how to articulate how I feel about the entire thing. But yeah, I definitely think she's a really mentally strong person. Hmmz. Oh well, but the issue got me thinking again. As always. Its like, I can't help but feel skeptical and paranoid, that my turn would come soon. Given how, I definitely do not wish for things to end at the current state I'm in, I think I need to put in more. Try at least.

Happy Happy. Its really gone. Like for now. But its like, I know how to get it back. I just don't know if I dare to do so. Cos' then I'll be giving up other things. But then again, I really need to be my true self. So yeah. I know what I'm gonna have to do ; just don't know how to go about doing it. But yeah, I'm gonna work on going back to being me. No more facade. No more veneer pretence. Even if it means giving up something I have learnt to cherish and like over this couple of months. I'm just gonna have to do it. Yeps. =)

Lies. Deceit. I know its obviously prevalent in todays society. And yeah, I basically know that it comes with being a social creature. But yeah, when you give and you give and give so much truth to someone. You obviously expect the same back. So yeah, it doesnt matter if someone who doesnt matter to you lie to you. But when you realise that someone whom you have respected and trusted all this while has actually been lying. Then yeah. It just totally negates the trust you have in people and it affects people across the board, so it makes you a little afraid to trust. This coming from years of first-hand experience I have. The times I've been lied to. =( Hahz. All this actually coming from a speculation. Like I don't know whats going on. It could be a lie, it could be the truth, or it could just be a very confused mind. But people's actions affect me very much so. I'm just like that. But yeah, thinking (as I always do, excessively) back, if the former scenario ever presented itself to me, then yeah, I guess I'll feel really really disappointed.

Negative energy all round the class. Hope things become better.
kenn thwacked an asshat munchkin' at 9:03 PM